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Yes this is public *gasp*

I want to move in with him.

Of course I am hesitant to do so while I can't stand on my own two feet. Until I am financially stable I wont want to move in with anyone so it probably wont happen...If it were possible I'd go for it.

I've started talking about the future...it still scares me. Not too long ago I told him I wanted to come home to him every night. He was taken by surprise and kind of poked fun at me for being so noncommittal. I can't help it, the feeling continues to persist.

My family went out of town last Wednesday and returned on Monday. Remy stayed with me at my mom's house. For a short time my house felt more like a home and less like some space I spend my time in. We watched movies, went grocery shopping together, made a ruckus while in the throws of passion...and *gasp* drank together. It was nice to pretend...and made me realize that I can put myself there again. Imagine not being able to close your eyes because you couldn't wait to see that same person in the morning. I wish I could make it a reality. Just not until I can do my part.

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sharachan
May. 20th, 2008 11:45 pm (UTC)
*hugs* it sounds like you're doing good. i worry about you a lot rae-chan. but things seem okay right now, and i'm glad you're happy. take cares and i love and miss you tons! it was so great to see you at my wedding, i hope that someday i can come visit you in CA again
kornkid4ever
May. 21st, 2008 12:48 am (UTC)
I worry about you too but that's because I love you. *hugs you back* For the most part I am happy...stressed with work but happy. :)
twitchinchicken
Jul. 28th, 2008 06:44 am (UTC)
hey
please call me i miss you as a friend things have gotten worse for me but i still think of yoyu all the time hows blue fucking aye rae its been a year and a half and i remember everything 818324-0627
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